who is ESUS ?: February 2012

ABOUT THE ARTIST

Susy Freelove also known as Susy Cremers born in 1961 in Maine. Studied art at the San francisco Art Institute and graduated with and BFA in 1981 MFA in 1983.
Since the late 1990's she has been creating large scale interactive art events for hundreds of families in West Cork Ireland. These events would involve 30 working artists performing in costumes and installations which she designed and created out of recycled materials. Each one a unique live experience of a classic story and were greatly popular successful and enjoyable by all who partook.
In 2008 she began to focus more on her own personal work which involved the exploration of the unseen, the artists dreams, raw emotions, internal commentary and reaction to the state of the capitalistic consumer culture. with a series of works; Giraffe man, Designer Trash, inner body.
In 2010-12 She created several large panels: The Door, The relationship and the marriage of heaven and earth.
In 2011 she created "Break in" exhibition performance a video which can be watched here. over 100 people came to see it and was based on the exploration of "who is Esus?" the artist as magician. posted in June 24 2012 of this blog. Her current work in 2013 reflects a authentic artistic exploration of self, and the world as seen upside down, and the creation of stories via painting and assemblage of mixed media and found objects.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Who am I today?

How is that the words come out and not look lost opon the page? Already as it lands on the screen: it appears as some pre-concieved notion as most of this drivel of bs seems to me now.
to be fair I was trying to promote my self as an artist and so far I have only connected with myself...so much for promotion.

so why am I really here?

I want to share something with you, with the world but I am not sure what or how.
It always looks so foolish when a loser tries to play a winner!
This has been a lesson time and time again but being the fool (and one that fools the fool): always believing in the dream(s) and my glorified self. Without fail I am seduced by my own imagination.

As I edge closer into the final stages of life, I am learning not to follow a path of prediction or even intent, but simply the path whose very step begins where my foot is presently and no further. So my imagination can not lead me astry to unattainable places. I simply follow each moment as it comes.

I am aware of all the wants. There are quite alot of things I want. I am working on accepting them at the same time letting them go. what is meant is here, right here right now.

I have a story to tell but I havent known how to tell it. perhaps now I can just let the dreams go and spill out into words and share with you my journey, a journey of inner landscapes and their outer expressions.

and just as the palette is wet I finish before I have even begun.